Yesterday, 06.06.2011, marked as the worst day of my life.I had the 1st car accident.
It happened when I was driving home with the kids from my sister's place.
It all happened in a flash.
It was a real bad shock to me and the kids.
But I think it affected Mayvis the most. She cried non-stop from the moment the accident happened. She could not stop!
Ayden was the most cartoon one! He started to nag at me after the accident happened!
He said" Mummy, u cannot bang ppl's car, u know!"
He nagged since yesterday till today!! Faintz!!
Only when my sisters(Pat n Serena) and their families came,
then Sharon managed to calm Mayvis down.
I was lost! My mind was blank. But I need to put on a brave and calm look.
Luckily there was no injury and with the help of Marcus and James (hubby's friend), the car was towed to the authorised workshop and everything was settled.
This afternoon went to the workshop to do the accident statement and all necessary paperwork. I think I caused hubby a lot of troubles. He need to make all necessary arrangement for me although he is oversea now!
Think this is the worst I feel after Papa passed away.
I feel so lousy. :(
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June 7, 2011
March 26, 2011
Reality World??!!!
I am with my present company for 6 months.
Workscope wise, I am coping well. But talking abt social skill (sales), I think I am still far away from there. I still can't put down my "pride", I find it weird and awkward to talk to someone whom I don't know at all, feel uneasy when I need to serve my customers during company's dinner or events. Think really need to buck up on this.
Till now, I still asking myself am I able to cope with this.
To be frank, I still unable to accept ppl who speak with sarcastic words, play games behind just to achieve their aim, throwing their authority around.
Why can't ppl be more simple and straight forward?
Really MNC world has to be like this??
Many question marks!!
I encountered some ridiculous scenes:
1) One of the colleague passed a comment : "Oei, u nvr go entertain your customer huh?" u reveal a bit la.. sure can one!"
I really felt like slapping him! I was so mad and I told him off "sorry, this is just a job, nothing very impt to me, maybe u need to do so in order to be what you are!!"
2) Yesterday we had golf tournament, the door gift was a tempur pillow. During the dinner, the DDM/SGM would go round and distributed the pillow, as staff, we need to pass the pillows to them. As this was the 1st time I was doing this, I was telling one colleague that I felt funny.. Then one of the SM heard, he turned over and said "why funny?, u think the customers will ask you to sleep with them huh?"
I was damned pissed off and angry! I stared at him and walked away!
What a disgusting fellow!! No wonder he always chooses to talk to a female colleague who wears short skirt or tight hugging dress!!
I really feel very disgusted and I am glad that I am not in his team and no need to see him or talk to him everyday! Being a SM is nothing big deal!
Just wanna tell those dirty fellows, you guys need the job more than I do.
I came here to work just to gain some experience and also to learn new things.
I can jolly well sit at home and be a homemaker. This is no big deal to me!
Don't make me lose all respect to you as your posts are.
Now looking at you all, I feel like looking at some disgusting, low class animals!!
I begin to believe some remarks I heard abt them
And I also believe a sentence I read from a book, when ppl makes or pass comments about you is because you are a THREAT to them.
And this is called OFFICE POLITICS!!!
Workscope wise, I am coping well. But talking abt social skill (sales), I think I am still far away from there. I still can't put down my "pride", I find it weird and awkward to talk to someone whom I don't know at all, feel uneasy when I need to serve my customers during company's dinner or events. Think really need to buck up on this.
Till now, I still asking myself am I able to cope with this.
To be frank, I still unable to accept ppl who speak with sarcastic words, play games behind just to achieve their aim, throwing their authority around.
Why can't ppl be more simple and straight forward?
Really MNC world has to be like this??
Many question marks!!
I encountered some ridiculous scenes:
1) One of the colleague passed a comment : "Oei, u nvr go entertain your customer huh?" u reveal a bit la.. sure can one!"
I really felt like slapping him! I was so mad and I told him off "sorry, this is just a job, nothing very impt to me, maybe u need to do so in order to be what you are!!"
2) Yesterday we had golf tournament, the door gift was a tempur pillow. During the dinner, the DDM/SGM would go round and distributed the pillow, as staff, we need to pass the pillows to them. As this was the 1st time I was doing this, I was telling one colleague that I felt funny.. Then one of the SM heard, he turned over and said "why funny?, u think the customers will ask you to sleep with them huh?"
I was damned pissed off and angry! I stared at him and walked away!
What a disgusting fellow!! No wonder he always chooses to talk to a female colleague who wears short skirt or tight hugging dress!!
I really feel very disgusted and I am glad that I am not in his team and no need to see him or talk to him everyday! Being a SM is nothing big deal!
Just wanna tell those dirty fellows, you guys need the job more than I do.
I came here to work just to gain some experience and also to learn new things.
I can jolly well sit at home and be a homemaker. This is no big deal to me!
Don't make me lose all respect to you as your posts are.
Now looking at you all, I feel like looking at some disgusting, low class animals!!
I begin to believe some remarks I heard abt them
And I also believe a sentence I read from a book, when ppl makes or pass comments about you is because you are a THREAT to them.
And this is called OFFICE POLITICS!!!
October 26, 2010
Changes
I left my previous company on 30th August 2010.
Took a short break, went to Taiwan for my 2nd honeymoon and started my "new job" as a SAHM!! Thought I could score very "good points". But less than 2 weeks, I surrendered!!
Luckily, I had plan B to proceed when my plan A failed!! Haha...
So, on 20th September 2010, I started my 3rd job in my life.
I joined MEAP as a Senior Engineer. Title sounds so nicee..
Job scope is much lesser from my previous one..
After a month plus now, I still don't feel I am working full time. I still have the "holiday mood" feel.
I like the 5 days system. Every week passes so fast.
But to be frank, I miss the kind of achievement feeling I used to have when I was in TPL. The work here is consider easy for me. All thanks to the knowledge I gained in TPL.
I realised the BIG difference between a local company and a MNC company.
Big company tends to have many groups, and everyone seem to be wary of another. Political issues are everywhere, unlike TPL, everyone works like a family and no need to be worry being "shoot" behind your back!!
To be frank, I don't think I am suitable for a political workplace as I am too blunt.. Thus, I may kill myself anytime.. haha...
My new colleagues are great. But they are all younger than me and most of them are single and unattached. Thus, their lifestyle are so carefree and enjoyable.
Looking at them, I somehow envy.. haha... Made me think of my carefree lifestyle before married. Unlike my ex-colleagues, we are all married, our topics were all about family, kids etc.. But now, I need to switch my mind set and talk "young stuff".. haha.. So funny..
Think that's about it.. Will update more about my new life style and my new work..
Took a short break, went to Taiwan for my 2nd honeymoon and started my "new job" as a SAHM!! Thought I could score very "good points". But less than 2 weeks, I surrendered!!
Luckily, I had plan B to proceed when my plan A failed!! Haha...
So, on 20th September 2010, I started my 3rd job in my life.
I joined MEAP as a Senior Engineer. Title sounds so nicee..
Job scope is much lesser from my previous one..
After a month plus now, I still don't feel I am working full time. I still have the "holiday mood" feel.
I like the 5 days system. Every week passes so fast.
But to be frank, I miss the kind of achievement feeling I used to have when I was in TPL. The work here is consider easy for me. All thanks to the knowledge I gained in TPL.
I realised the BIG difference between a local company and a MNC company.
Big company tends to have many groups, and everyone seem to be wary of another. Political issues are everywhere, unlike TPL, everyone works like a family and no need to be worry being "shoot" behind your back!!
To be frank, I don't think I am suitable for a political workplace as I am too blunt.. Thus, I may kill myself anytime.. haha...
My new colleagues are great. But they are all younger than me and most of them are single and unattached. Thus, their lifestyle are so carefree and enjoyable.
Looking at them, I somehow envy.. haha... Made me think of my carefree lifestyle before married. Unlike my ex-colleagues, we are all married, our topics were all about family, kids etc.. But now, I need to switch my mind set and talk "young stuff".. haha.. So funny..
Think that's about it.. Will update more about my new life style and my new work..
July 16, 2009
What had happened to me??
I realised recently I have been very "lacked" in my work.
Reasons?? I also don't know.
But I know I seem to be unable to get my work done. Why????
This is a question I have been asking myself..
The project I am involved made me feel a bit "sick", is not a special job, but only because the changes is repeating and repeating and the people who involved in this project seem to have different direction.
Everyone seem to be very busy but in the end, there is no result!!
It somehow demoralised me..
I in a way feel myself unable to cope with it..
Is it a sign to me??
Oh no!! Telling me I am old or I no longer suit this job??
I don't deny that I keep having the idea of quitting.. But, I feel quitting is a way of "escaping"!! And also indicating that I am a loser!! haha... I think too much, right???
What can I do to boost up my spirit again???
Anyone has any suggestion??
Please do let me know..
Thanks in advance!!
Reasons?? I also don't know.
But I know I seem to be unable to get my work done. Why????
This is a question I have been asking myself..
The project I am involved made me feel a bit "sick", is not a special job, but only because the changes is repeating and repeating and the people who involved in this project seem to have different direction.
Everyone seem to be very busy but in the end, there is no result!!
It somehow demoralised me..
I in a way feel myself unable to cope with it..
Is it a sign to me??
Oh no!! Telling me I am old or I no longer suit this job??
I don't deny that I keep having the idea of quitting.. But, I feel quitting is a way of "escaping"!! And also indicating that I am a loser!! haha... I think too much, right???
What can I do to boost up my spirit again???
Anyone has any suggestion??
Please do let me know..
Thanks in advance!!
June 21, 2009
GOOD FRIEND
Last friday, I met up with my LONG LONG old plus GOOD friend of 31 years...(oops... disclosed my own age!!)
We attended the same PCF for 1/2 yr, then same Pri School for 6 years and we went to different Secondary School BUT... we still keep in CONTACT with each other till NOW.. I believe we will be like that till we "PART".. hee.
It was abt coming to 2 years we did not meet up(but we sms each other).
Before I conceived with Ayden, we used to meet up on friday for gym, but now I simply cannot afford the time to go gym.. so sad.. and that's explained my present shape!!
Whenever we met up, we both sure to share alot of family gossip.. colleagues gossip etc.. haha..
that's what we are!!
For 2 years of absence, my dear friend travelled to many places.. eg.. dubai, japan, taiwan etc.. without me... so bad..
Think this is one of the difference between a married woman and a single woman!!
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We attended the same PCF for 1/2 yr, then same Pri School for 6 years and we went to different Secondary School BUT... we still keep in CONTACT with each other till NOW.. I believe we will be like that till we "PART".. hee.
It was abt coming to 2 years we did not meet up(but we sms each other).
Before I conceived with Ayden, we used to meet up on friday for gym, but now I simply cannot afford the time to go gym.. so sad.. and that's explained my present shape!!
Whenever we met up, we both sure to share alot of family gossip.. colleagues gossip etc.. haha..
that's what we are!!
For 2 years of absence, my dear friend travelled to many places.. eg.. dubai, japan, taiwan etc.. without me... so bad..
Think this is one of the difference between a married woman and a single woman!!
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April 8, 2009
Still No Voice!!
I have met the WORST bugs!
Since last Thursday till now, I gone through many days of being a MUTE, a hoarse voice gal..
Yesterday I couldn't utter a single word!! I opened my mouth trying to make some sound, but no sound at all!!
I feel so helpless.. Being a "talkative" person, how can I tahan so many days don't talk?
Can you imagine how miserable I am??
I have been home since yesterday. Today I take leave as my voice still the same.
No voice at all!! How to work? How to answer phone call??
So boring at home. It would so much better if I go office and work..
Consulted doctors twice, on antibotic etc, but the vocal cord still the same!!
Really don't know what to do!!
I tell myself, no matter tml how, I die die also want to go work.
I can't tahan staying home liao.
SAVE ME.... SAVE ME...
Since last Thursday till now, I gone through many days of being a MUTE, a hoarse voice gal..
Yesterday I couldn't utter a single word!! I opened my mouth trying to make some sound, but no sound at all!!
I feel so helpless.. Being a "talkative" person, how can I tahan so many days don't talk?
Can you imagine how miserable I am??
I have been home since yesterday. Today I take leave as my voice still the same.
No voice at all!! How to work? How to answer phone call??
So boring at home. It would so much better if I go office and work..
Consulted doctors twice, on antibotic etc, but the vocal cord still the same!!
Really don't know what to do!!
I tell myself, no matter tml how, I die die also want to go work.
I can't tahan staying home liao.
SAVE ME.... SAVE ME...
April 3, 2009
A Day without Voice
Yesterday I was down with Fever and sorethroat, and today I m in MUTE mode!!
The bugs were very strong to the extent that "they" ate away my "sweet voice"!!
To add to my agony, I m presently in office and my phone keep ringing!!
How to answer?? Really feel like taking the phone set n throw at the Wall.. haha..
Feel very helpless when my colleagues talk to me and I give them a "SUPER BLANK LOOK"!!
Only can smile at them!! hee... made me feel like an idiot..
Still got half a day to go before I can head home.
Cancelled my massage as I worried later the massage therapist exert too much force on me and I can't express my PAIN!!
Decided to go home and play my Nintendo Wii! Bought some new games.
Normal day, when the kids home, I have no chance to hold on to the controllers... cos, Mayvis will hold one and Ayden will fight for the 2nd one..haiz...
So today, I m all alone!! haha.. (Oops, I forget abt hubby)
I can play until I drop without any "disturbance"... heeee...
Sometime I m wondering What kind of mummy I am??
Fight with my kids for Games??
I think I still a "YOUNG GAL" inside.. haha..
(Please don't puke, ok?)
Last but not least, show you all (friends who read my lousy blog) my CHEEKY n NAUGHTY boy!! - Ayden..
The bugs were very strong to the extent that "they" ate away my "sweet voice"!!
To add to my agony, I m presently in office and my phone keep ringing!!
How to answer?? Really feel like taking the phone set n throw at the Wall.. haha..
Feel very helpless when my colleagues talk to me and I give them a "SUPER BLANK LOOK"!!
Only can smile at them!! hee... made me feel like an idiot..
Still got half a day to go before I can head home.
Cancelled my massage as I worried later the massage therapist exert too much force on me and I can't express my PAIN!!
Decided to go home and play my Nintendo Wii! Bought some new games.
Normal day, when the kids home, I have no chance to hold on to the controllers... cos, Mayvis will hold one and Ayden will fight for the 2nd one..haiz...
So today, I m all alone!! haha.. (Oops, I forget abt hubby)
I can play until I drop without any "disturbance"... heeee...
Sometime I m wondering What kind of mummy I am??
Fight with my kids for Games??
I think I still a "YOUNG GAL" inside.. haha..
(Please don't puke, ok?)
Last but not least, show you all (friends who read my lousy blog) my CHEEKY n NAUGHTY boy!! - Ayden..
February 17, 2009
Another Day of No Work!!
It may sounds a bit weird for my title " another day of no work"!!
Actually, don't know since when, I have been missing from work at least one day per week!!
Either was MC or urgent leave due to kids or my maternal family or not well.
Haiz..
I think I must have caused many troubles for my boss..
To be frank, I have a very nice boss, think cannot find another person like him..
Thus, I feel so bad that I always need to take MC or leaves so frequently.
But I really can't help it.. It TRUE that there is always thing happen...
I m not telling any lies or trying to be lazy..
I have received some comments from other colleagues saying some colleagues (one of them) has been using my absence as a reason to cover up for what he has not done for the project!!
(We are doing the same project!!)-Urghh!!!
I feel so pissed off by him! All along in the project, this colleague only know how to use "mouth exercise" n not action to work.. N also a GOOD player in office politics!!
Enough of my grumbles..
Today I cannot go work again!! Why?
Cos, Ayden suddenly developed FEVER yesterday midnight!! 38.5deg C!!
So this morning, brought him to see pd, coaxed him n also to take care of him.
Till now, his fever still has not subsided.. really worrying.
Ayden is super cranky whenever he is sick and I REALLY feel very exhausted now.
In fact, I have planned to bring Ayden for his vaccination this friday for MMR, but now, due to his fever, need to push backwards again..
Don't know why whenever I plan something, sure got hinder and I cannot carry out my plan smoothly.
Is this what LIFE is??
Tomorrow go back to office, sure to receive some "comments" again!!
I wonder why some people has the "hobby" of doing thing or passing comments to hurt others!!
Actually, don't know since when, I have been missing from work at least one day per week!!
Either was MC or urgent leave due to kids or my maternal family or not well.
Haiz..
I think I must have caused many troubles for my boss..
To be frank, I have a very nice boss, think cannot find another person like him..
Thus, I feel so bad that I always need to take MC or leaves so frequently.
But I really can't help it.. It TRUE that there is always thing happen...
I m not telling any lies or trying to be lazy..
I have received some comments from other colleagues saying some colleagues (one of them) has been using my absence as a reason to cover up for what he has not done for the project!!
(We are doing the same project!!)-Urghh!!!
I feel so pissed off by him! All along in the project, this colleague only know how to use "mouth exercise" n not action to work.. N also a GOOD player in office politics!!
Enough of my grumbles..
Today I cannot go work again!! Why?
Cos, Ayden suddenly developed FEVER yesterday midnight!! 38.5deg C!!
So this morning, brought him to see pd, coaxed him n also to take care of him.
Till now, his fever still has not subsided.. really worrying.
Ayden is super cranky whenever he is sick and I REALLY feel very exhausted now.
In fact, I have planned to bring Ayden for his vaccination this friday for MMR, but now, due to his fever, need to push backwards again..
Don't know why whenever I plan something, sure got hinder and I cannot carry out my plan smoothly.
Is this what LIFE is??
Tomorrow go back to office, sure to receive some "comments" again!!
I wonder why some people has the "hobby" of doing thing or passing comments to hurt others!!
December 30, 2008
Coach / Kate Spade Sales!!!
All the while I have been looking for a nice and "branded" bag for office usage..
On Christmas day, logged in to SMH forum and went to my Favourite - BULK PURCHASE
Saw a few mummies doing BP for Coach/Kate Spade Sales.
Cannot tahan liao, click on and saw so many lovely bags.. the prices all were very ATTRACTIVE too..
There are a few I like..
All these bags are from Kate Spade..
But... no stock from that BP organiser.. she only has the same design but in orange colour..
After much thinking, and asking around for opinions as I never ever have a bag in such BRIGHT colour before...
I decided TO GET THAT ORANGE BAG!!
And best of all, hubby said he pay for it.. haha..
So, in the end, I made payment for this bag...
So now.. I am waiting patiently and anxiously for my bag!!
On Christmas day, logged in to SMH forum and went to my Favourite - BULK PURCHASE
Saw a few mummies doing BP for Coach/Kate Spade Sales.
Cannot tahan liao, click on and saw so many lovely bags.. the prices all were very ATTRACTIVE too..
There are a few I like..
All these bags are from Kate Spade..
Cannot decide on which one to buy.. Finally.. I decided on this one :
But... no stock from that BP organiser.. she only has the same design but in orange colour..
After much thinking, and asking around for opinions as I never ever have a bag in such BRIGHT colour before...
I decided TO GET THAT ORANGE BAG!!
And best of all, hubby said he pay for it.. haha..
So, in the end, I made payment for this bag...
So now.. I am waiting patiently and anxiously for my bag!!
November 14, 2008
Chronic Back Pain
I am having this Chronic Back Pain eversince I gave birth to Ayden.
Reason why I got this? I also don't know.
I only know that when I have the attack, I am like being paralyzed. I could not get up from my bed.. any movement is like killing me.. haiz..
But once the pain is gone, I am like any normal person..
The agony of this.. really no words to describe..
Yesterday I had the attack again.. Thus, I could not go work. Thought that after a day rest, should be fine, but sad to say, till this morning, I still have the pain and I need to call office to take leave.. and again.. whole day at home, do nothing.. except "laze" on the sofa or bed..
Cos cannot sit too long.. cannot walk too much.. etc..
Thus, I wasted TWO days doing "lazing" only!!
Reason why I got this? I also don't know.
I only know that when I have the attack, I am like being paralyzed. I could not get up from my bed.. any movement is like killing me.. haiz..
But once the pain is gone, I am like any normal person..
The agony of this.. really no words to describe..
Yesterday I had the attack again.. Thus, I could not go work. Thought that after a day rest, should be fine, but sad to say, till this morning, I still have the pain and I need to call office to take leave.. and again.. whole day at home, do nothing.. except "laze" on the sofa or bed..
Cos cannot sit too long.. cannot walk too much.. etc..
Thus, I wasted TWO days doing "lazing" only!!
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